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Barely. I've been "meh" for the past 2 years. Lost a few jobs and suffered literal loss. My girlfriend Julie passed away last year and a few months later my cat Jellybean died.

I was in the hospital last August for diabetic reasons and a few infections and almost died myself. After that life got worse. Kinda wish I DID perish. I'm here for some dumb reason or another. Not sure why. Things aren't getting better AT ALL. can't even find a job. No data entry jobs due to AI and I gave up my graphic design career option since AI is taking over THAT, too. So...I'm just existing. For my 2 cats and husband Walter. we're doing..."meh"

I've been busy with work and such. But now I'm on admin leave so i'm taking a break for an unknown amount of time. So...here i am!!

You can get card with your statistics here!

recovered from Covid on July 31st. Went back to work almost 2 weeks after. I got organ damage, i can tell. lungs and heart don't feel the same. sometimes my heart has random palpitations. siiiiiigh :(

yah, i know, i'm just as shocked as your are that i survived. ever since i did, things have been going south for me. kinda wish i didn't survive but the only reason i live is for my cats, my husband and best friend. otherwise, my life is meaningless. but hey, i guess i'm here for a reason

and the new LJ post editor is stupid. wtf?!

anyway, i'm doing ok. ok as i can be

I guess karma finally caught up to me. I got covid. 50/50 chance since I got underlying conditions. We'll see what happens.

If I pull through, I'll keep my big mouth shut more often.

I love you all. and for the haters? well you got what you wanted.

Just surviving somehow

meh

Hey guys.

zombiequeen has some amazing graphics. Join her community! :D

Woot woot!!

Hey guys! Phase 10 of

landofart has officially begun!! What is Land of Art? From their About page, "Land of Art is a team community specifically focused on graphics only. If writing isn't your thing, this is the community for you. There are two teams: Team Renaissance and Team Steampunk."

So come on down and join us!! I'm in Team Renaissance so the more the merrier!!

landofart

I'm getting married on March 31st :D

our first wedding date was supposed to be 11/4/17, but his job screwed him over so he made less $, so it was a no go. and then the 2nd date was 3/17/18 but my nieces went out of town so it was also a no go. so NOW our FINAL date is 10 days!

wish us luck!

I love my handsome boy so much. He's the best!

clicky for HQ

wow fuck photobucket

#mylivejournal #lj18 #happybirthday

daaaaamn!! so many comments XD

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I can't believe it's been a year already since the love of my life left me

I'm glad I have my fiance and my new kitty Beauregard to help heal my heart

Well, looks like everyone is leaving LJ. I might as well come back here. (no, I won't leave LJ, btw..just preparing myself)

40 HERE @

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I hope you guys have a great Easter! :D

Hey guys! It's been a LONG ass time since I've posted. A LOT has happened since Zoe died. On New Year's Eve, I moved in with my bf Walter and we also adopted another kitten. I named him Beauregard. He's soooooo flippen CUTE!! ♥ Although the pain from Zoe's death still lingers, Beau has mended my heart A LOT. and me and Walter also got engaged 2 weeks ago!! We'll be married November 4th of this year ♥

Here's a pic of our "son". (I think there's something up with his eyes. His pupils have a slight red glow..even when not taking pictures. he also has a recurring upper respiratory infection)

Anyway, I'd like to an awesome graphics community run by the talented

arrow. Please join and tell her i sent you

click to join, watch it and then comment HERE letting her know who sent you!

Thanks! :D

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My sweet angel Zoe passed away 2 hours ago. she had mammary cancer. I blogged about a month ago..you know, that gofundme page only a few cared about.

but anyway....

Zoe Melms ♥ 02/14/03 - 04/21/16

An angel with fur got her wings back ♥

She wasn't alone when it happened. Me and Walter were with her. It broke my heart to see her suffer like that. But now her pain is gone and she's free from suffering. She's a kitten again. Hopefully keeping my grandpa, grandma and mom company. Hopefully she's getting along with Boo, another cat from my past who had died, whom was a little bitchy at times.

I don't know how I'm going to live without her. She's been a HUGE part of my life for 11 years. I wanted her to live with me and Walter when we would finally move in together. I wanted her at our wedding when it would finally happen. Now it can't.

If I didn't have Walter, I would probably hurt myself now. But he is the only reason I have left to live. Otherwise, I'd have no reason to live. My life would be nothing.

Update on my sweet angel face:

my baby will cross the Rainbow Bridge soon. my worst fear was confirmed by the radiologist: cancer. we need donations for euthanasia and cremation. I can't stand to see her suffer anymore. so PLEASE help, if you can. also share this link with your facebook friends. thanks!

---- PLEASE DONATE!! ----

Hey guys :D I made this for my sweet Walter for Valentine's Day :D

I'm gonna print it and give it to him..along with some candy. ♥

I hope you guys have a great V-Day, too!

-Lauren

Ok. I'm getting REALLLY tired of this Oscars drama. So let's take a look at the African American nominees and winners in the top 5 categories over the last 20 years shall we:

Best Picture:
2014 - Selma - produced by Oprah Winfrey
2013 - 12 Years a Slave - directed by Steve McQueen - *WON*
2012 - Django Unchained - produced by Reginald Hudlin
2009 - Precious - directed by Lee Daniels
2009 - The Blind Side - produced by Broderick Johnson
*McQueen and Daniels also nominated for Best Director

Best Actor:
2013 - Chiwetel Ejiofor - 12 Years a Slave
2012 - Denzel Washington - Flight
2009 - Morgan Freeman - Invictus
2006 - Will Smith - The Pursuit of Happyness
2006 - Forest Whitaker - Last King of Scotland - *WON*
2005 - Terrence Howard - Hustle & Flow
2004 - Don Cheadle - Hotel Rwanda
2004 - Jaimie Foxx* - Ray - *WON*
2001 - Will Smithe - Ali
2001 - Denzel Washington - Training Day - *WON*
1999 - Denzel Washington - The Hurricane

Best Actress:
2012 - Quvenzhané Wallis - Beasts of the Southern Wild
2011 - Viola Davis - The Help
2009 - Gabourey Sidibe - Precious
2001 - Halle Berry - Monster's Ball - *WON*

Best Supporting Actor:
2013 - Barkhad Abdi - Captain Phillips
2006 - Eddie Murphy - Dream Girls.
2006 - Djimon Hounsou - Blood Diamond
2004 - Jamie Foxx - Collateral
2004 - Morgan Freeman - Million Dollar Baby - *WON*
2003 - Djimon Hounsou - In America
1999 - Michael Clarke Duncan - The Green Mile
1996 - Cuba Gooding, Jr. - Jerry Maguire - *WON*

Best Supporting Actress:
2013 - Lupita Nyong'o - 12 Years a Slave - *WON*
2011 - Octavia Spencer - The Help - *WON*
2009 - Mo'Nique - Precious - *WON*
2008 - Taraji P. Henson - Benjamin Button
2008 - Viola Davis - Doubt
2007 - Ruby Dee - American Gangster
2006 - Jennifer Hudson - Dreamgirls - *WON*
2004 - Sophie Okonedo - Hotel Rwanda
2002 - Queen Latifah - Chicago
1996 - Marianne Jean-Baptiste - Secrets & Body of Lies

And those are just African Americans. Oscars are based on TALENT, not race.

OOOKAAAYYYYY!?

Current Mood: annoyed

LaurenM

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