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ihearttoronto) wrote2025-07-07 03:44 am
ihearttoronto) wrote2025-07-07 03:44 am
Yah i'm still alive
Barely. I've been "meh" for the past 2 years. Lost a few jobs and suffered literal loss. My girlfriend Julie passed away last year and a few months later my cat Jellybean died.
I was in the hospital last August for diabetic reasons and a few infections and almost died myself. After that life got worse. Kinda wish I DID perish. I'm here for some dumb reason or another. Not sure why. Things aren't getting better AT ALL. can't even find a job. No data entry jobs due to AI and I gave up my graphic design career option since AI is taking over THAT, too. So...I'm just existing. For my 2 cats and husband Walter. we're doing..."meh"
I was in the hospital last August for diabetic reasons and a few infections and almost died myself. After that life got worse. Kinda wish I DID perish. I'm here for some dumb reason or another. Not sure why. Things aren't getting better AT ALL. can't even find a job. No data entry jobs due to AI and I gave up my graphic design career option since AI is taking over THAT, too. So...I'm just existing. For my 2 cats and husband Walter. we're doing..."meh"